Girlishly (Urdu)

Tera ye jo mijaaz hai Badaa hi la-jawaab hai, Ye ankahin si baaten Jo aankhon se jhaankti hain, Ye unsuni si aahen Jo raaton ko jaagti hain, Ye muskurahat Jo khoyi hui si hai, Ye hoton ki thar-tharaa-hat Jo jaagi hui si hai, Ye wo paigham hain Jo lekar aate hain Kayi haseen raaton ke hisse Jo hain ab sirf kissen, Ye wo rang hain zindagi ke, Hum sab ne jo jiye hain, Palkon par mehfooz fir bhi Chand log hi rakhte hain.

Ye jo dhundli si raat hai Kuchh khaas si hai, Kehti baatein kuch Udaas si hai, Kabhi theherti  Kabhi b haagti si hai, Machalti hui ek Machhli si hai, Mere ird gird ghumkar Kuchh dhundh rahi hai, Jaise kisi qaid panchhi ko Chuum rahi hai, Apni bekhauf baahen khole Ye mujhe bulaati hai, Gehri soch ke manzar Kuchh dikhati hai, Palak jhapakti bhi nahi Ke ye gale laga leti hai, Meri kayi raaton ki neend Ko udaa deti hai.

Jo jung hame jitni hai  Wo apne aap se hai, Ye zindagi bhar suni, Us awaaz se hai, Ise kaiyyon ne tarasha hai, Fir bhi lagta kuch adhura sa hai, Ye wo buland awaaz nahi, Jo parcham lehrati hai, Balke wo awaaz hai, Jo chupchaap Ladd jati hai, Koshish har baar hai karti, Jeet hamesha nahi milti, Lekin ye zidd hai aisi, Ise haar nahi khalti

Kuchh unn hawaaon me Nashaa tha, Aur kuchh hamari bhi Khataa thi, Kuchh fizaaon me ghula sa Samaa tha, To kuchh unki nazron ki Adaa thi, Humko kuchh ese Behhka diya, Jaise kisi sheeshe Ko bikher diya, Jaise kisi dil Ko machla diya, Wo bolte rahe Hum sunte rahe, Wo samjhate gaye Hum samjhte gaye, Unka bulana jaise Apna saa laga, Dil ko behlana jaise Koi sapna sa laga, Koshish hamari rahi Ke mohabbat na ho jaaye, Na-kaam unhone yun kardi, Ki kahin dosti naa kho jaaye .

Dil kehta hai Awaaz bann jaaun, Tuti hui muraadon ki Buniyaad bann jaaun, Yun to aur bhi bohot kuch Kehta hai dil, Par kabhi lagta hai, Ek aghaaz bann jaaun, Armaan kayi dabe hue hain Meri hasrat mei, Sochti hun main ye Har uss waqt me, Jo karwaate hain mujhe waqif Beshaq saahil se, Doobti meri kashti  Ho jaati fanaah jis mehfil me, Waqt ka taghaza kahun Ya mausam ki bouchhaar, Ise main apni qismat bataun Ya dil ki pukaar, Inn jaagti ummeedon ke baare me Kya bataun janab, Inhe to kabhi kabhi  Meri razaa bhi lagti hai bekaar, Aaiyna hun me Uss faryaad ka, Jo nikalti hai Uss muqaam pe, Arsaa ho gaya jisko Dil behlate hue kaam pe, Mujhse nazar na pherna, meri aankhon me dekhna, Naa mile agar wo darya-dili, To apne aap me jhaankna.

Meri besakht-dili ka aalam Kuchh aisa hai, Ki har shaks mujhse Ulajhne se darta hai, Wo yun sochte  Mere jawaabon par, Ke isse acchha to  Bebaaq kahin se koodna hai, Main waaqif hun unn khayalon se Aur unme gunjte sawalon se, Meri majboori kuchh aisi hai Samjhana mushkil jazbaa hai, Manzoor hai  zamaane ki  Nafrat mujhe Uss mohabbat ke aage, Jo tabaah kare To kuchh uss andaz mein ke zamaana bhi sochta rahe Ghash khaake, Lihaaz rakhna waajib hai Uss ghuroor ke aage, Jisne dafnaa diya apnon ko Apni aankhon ke saamne.

Ye awaargi meri, Ye gustakhi teri, Ye khamoshi meri, Ye bekhauf-dili teri, Kya khoob mehekti hai, Kya khoob chehekti hai, Ye aankhon ki tashnagi, Ye nazron ki bekhudi, Jinme base kayi khwaab hain, Lagta jaise kayii baagh hain, Khilte hue phool jinme Mehekte hue mehtaab hain, Kya raaz hain ye zindagi ke, Jaise behte dariyaa ki khamoshi, Jaise udte parindon ki behonshi, Jaise kisi dil ki gehraayi, Jaise kisi shaks ki parchaayi, Samajh aa jaaye agar hame sab Kya maqsad lekar jiyenge hum, Ye zindagi bhar ki talaash hai, Kuch lamhon me kaise samjhenge hum.

Kyun tumne hame yun toda Kaise itni assani se chhoda, Kyun bhool gaye wo sab Jo hamne kiya tha, Kaise peeche chhod gaye Wo saaya Jo beshaq tumhara tha, Jin halaaton se hum lade, Jis rishte ke liye sab sahe, Itni be-rehmi se kaise, Tum humpe ye sitam kar gaye, Yakeen aaye to kaise Jee behlaayen to kaise Koi samjhaaye to kaise Kisi aur se dil lagaayen to Kaise! Bas ye bata do Kami kya thi, Uss mohabbat ki Ghalti kya thi, Jo hum tumse yun bewajaah Kar gaye, Jaise apnon se daghaa kar gaye, Agar fir mil jaao kisi mod par To muskurana mat, Apnepan ka ehsaas Jataana mat, Aise dekhna  Jaise koi naya shaks ho, Uss bujhi hui aag ko Sulgaana mat.

Meri Bardaasht ko Meri nadaangi samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Khoobsurti ko Meri Taaqat samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri naasamjhi ko Meri kamzori samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Samajh ko Mera Hatiyaar samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Mohabbat ko Meri aadat samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Tanhaayi ko Mera akelapan samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Kamyaabi ko Mera Ghuroor samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Pehchaan ko Meri Shaksiyat samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Adaaon ko Meri Tarqeeb samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Meri Kamiyon ko Meri Ghaltiyan samajhne wale Kya taarif karun teri, Aur meri Taqdeer ko Muqammal hota dekh, Hosh kho dene wale, Kya taarif karun teri.

Jaan tujhpe waaru Yaa yeh saasen, Dil kholke dikhaun Yaa teri ban Jaun, Bata tujhe kaise samjhaaun Kitna beshumaar tujhe chahun, Ye bataa is aalam mein, Tera nasha hai ya meri khata, Teri arzoo hai ya meri justajoo, Teri aankhen hain ya mere nazaare, Teri dua hai ya meri azaane, Agar ye munaasib hai Ke zindagi ke baad bhi waajib hai, Ishq karna aur nibhaana, To mera wadaa hai Tujhse aur teri yaadon se, Milenge hum un waadiyon me, Jahan jeena marna sirf hai ek tamashaa.